These last few weeks before an election are always the worst. The stress and uncertainty hang over everything we do like a dense fog. We can predict a wave. We can anticipate victories and defeats. But we don't really know what will happen.
And every election has surprises. Sometimes they are welcome. Other times they are soul-crushing.
I have worked on campaigns that have won and campaigns that have lost. I was there when Democrats retook the House and Senate in 2006 and when, in Barack Obama's words, we took a "shellacking" in 2010. I was devastated in 2016 and found new hope in 2020.
Yet this election feels different. I tell myself this is what the final weeks of an election always feel like, but I don't really believe it.
The truth is that the stakes of this election, and the threats facing it, are much higher than in any election I've worked on. The President of the United States is personally trying to suppress voting rights. His administration is exploring ways to subvert the results.
This means the work of lawyers — my work — has never been more critical. Yet big law firms are nowhere to be seen. Small firms like mine are carrying the load.
As of this morning, my firm is litigating 83 voting and election cases in 41 states. These are not side skirmishes. These are fights in which we are on the front lines, representing clients whose right to free and fair elections is under attack.
I've spent the last few weeks on the road, flying from coast to coast. This morning, I woke up at 7 a.m. to an inbox full of legal briefs ready for review. Then I gave a talk to a group of lawyers and recorded a podcast before checking my email again on the way to the airport.
I'm writing this on a plane heading back to the East Coast. When I land, there will be more legal work and another speech in New York City.
I remind myself that I will eventually make it back to my home outside of Washington, D.C. I’ll eventually see my dog, Blue. If I'm being entirely honest, I'm just very tired.